Dreamt of myself in school. Lesson had ended. Was talking to a group of friends when i saw Chin Chong. Approached him to tell him that i hadn't talked to since the start of the semester. As i talked to him, i saw Guanyi in the window's reflection in front of me. Turned around and was surprised to see him (in Singapore). Walked with GY and CC (who eventually tailed off) and commented how coincidental that all 3 of us are from Gryphon Coy.
As i walked and chatted with GY, we saw a girl playing badminton outside a terrace. She reminded me of this girl called Rachel whom i met at work before NS. I told GY that i was not sure if she was the girl i knew because she had an identical twin. She entered the terrace and when GY and I walked on a road which meandered to the back of the house, we could see through the windows (those old ones that resembled the windows in the living room of the old yishun flat i used to stay in) that a group of people was having a party.
Kept walking with GY and asked him wasn't he studying overseas now, upon which he promptly replied 'yes'.
"Then how come i can still see u here?...unless this is a dream"
Yes i came to the sudden realisation that this was a dream. How i wish all these are true. I haven't talked to him for ages..
"Let's have some food," i pointed to the hawker center in front as we slowly strolled through the open carpark, but i was already weeping as i realised this could never happen..until he returned from UK.
"I really..really had alot of stuff to tell you.." tears rolled down my eyes as i also realised i'm gonna wake up anytime soon, "I really missed those days in army (Gryphon and 3 guards)..i should've worked harder then.."
And that's when i woke from a noon nap.
Sometimes it is good to slow down your pace once in a while..but i have really slacked off too much, ever since jc. Life is short. I have alot of things to accomplish, like meeting up with friends whom i haven't talked to for long (for instance GY and yeeshiang, who has just returned for a short vacation back here), reading my notes, doing my part for project, doing my assignments, doing well for my 3 items in the upcoming V concert. But at this rate, i wouldn't accomplish anything..i need a kick up my backside. Before the whole world crumbles.