NOT THE WAY!
its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you


ME!
birthday: 13 Feburary 1988
sex: Male
horoscope: Aquarius
zodiac: Rabbit
Occupation: Infantry Recce Trooper (past)
hometown: Sembawang, Singapore
nickname: stingray


THE PLEASURES OF LR!
fav food: curry,laksa, and other spicy food blah blah
fav fruit: GREEN apples and other sour fruits
fav number: 7
fav col: blue as default, but lucky colour varies by year
fav anime: D.Gray-man!
fav singers: Eason Chan, Wong Lee Hom, Leo Ku, Jay Chou, JJ Lin, David Tao, Gary Cao, Khalil Fong
fav movies: Inception, Source Code, In Time, Looper, Confession (Japanese), Devil, Avatar, Jurassic Park Series, Spiderman Series, LOTR Series, Infernal Affairs Series, Bourne Series, Harry Potter Series
fav book series: animorphs
fav local comics: The Celestial Zone series
fav comics: Yugioh!, Dragonball, D.Gray-man, 20th Century Boys
fav chinese novels: xun qin ji
fav historical novels: Romance of the 3 kingdoms, Water Margin, Journey to the West, Canonization of Deities


BREAK THE SILENCE!




THE BONDS OF LR!



THE LUST OF LR!




OUR YESTERDAYS!

June 2003
June 2004
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2010
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
March 2012
February 2013
June 2013
November 2013
March 2014


THE DREAMS OF LR!

grow taller and darker?[failed]
learn to ride a bike
buy a new hp
earn 1 million by 30 yrs old
get a job
get class 2A bike licence
get class 3 driving licence
get psp/nds
get in touch with people whom i treasure
save at least 5k at the end of uni[failed]
buy a house where i'll have a room for multimedia devices, a room for dance and music, a room for books, a room for board games, a room for sports equipment, a room for toys, a room for mechanical equipment, a room for astrology and a room for my wife to put clothes!
do more community/charity work



THE WRATH OF LR!

10 SINNERS whom i MOST HATED
1.People who LIE to me
2.People who BETRAY me
3.People who WRONGLY ACCUSE me
4.People who are TWO-FACED
5.People who are CUNNING
6.People whose actions DON'T MATCH their words
7.People who HURT my FEELINGS(in any way)
8.People who SHOW OFF
9.People who try to LOOK FOR TROUBLE(with me)
10.People who are UNPREDICTABLE




THE APPLAUDS!

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{{ Wednesday, December 26, 2007

25/12/07



Then we continued to play mahjong, opening our drinks as well.

Stella Artois is quite strong. I took small sips to prevent from getting dizzy quickly.

Then we took turns to play nintendo wii, com and mahjong.

I almost lost, until the last round when i pinghu-ed, and saved my ass from getting spanked.

This year i receive fewer xmas smses. I did not send alot of sms.

Last year i send more xmas smses, and although not every1 reply, i still receive much more than this year.

Maybe the less i give, the less i receive.

But...so what if i receive more sms? I think...sometimes it's betta to juz send to some good friends rather than spam the msgs to everyone. And those who sent to me...i noe who are the friends that really treasure my friendship. Sometimes it's the most unexpected of all. And more often than not, those that u expect replies fail to do so. I guess disappoint alot of ppl. But at least, i make my best friends happy, esp my dance brothers.



We eventually fell asleep before 4am.

Before i read the new paper and know that the 2 soccer teams that i support most, Man Utd and Real Madrid, won their games.



I woke up a few hours later, (i rmb seeing me, ys, jh, yj and jp slping on the couch) and shiucheong told me i was muttering and blabblering in my dreams. That was becoming a norm this yr. He said i was muttering xxxxxx name. I dun care. It was juz a product of my subconsciousness. It wasn't my consciousness. Well, i dunno why my subconsciousness still mentions that name, but i noe what my consciousness wants. So even if my subconsciousness wants something that may no longer be what my consciousness wants, i will only acknowledge what my consciousness wants. Coz my consciousness tells me what it wants, while my subconsciousness did not, and since i have no way to find out, i will listen to and support my consciousness. There is no way for me to noe what my subconsciousness wants, coz my subconsciousness did not, and possibly, will never tell me what it wants.



We viewed several videos that are almost 4gotten on sc's com. Those were videos taken by either him, or other dance seniors lyk gordon.

I saw how last time ys tekan jp.

How junhong say his head can drop but his hair cannot get messy.

How ken the dick bully jh.

How sulao make fun of ken (pregnant)

How gordon film us on the day b4 syf 05 (Wu Chun Feng).

How guofeng replied in a very amusing yet serious tone that he knows that we will definitely get gold with honors. (and he was damn right)

And i saw myself in some of the videos too.

How time flies.

I almost 4got all this had happened.

And it was juz last yr or the yr b4. When i felt that it was eternity ago.

Even ys can't rmb some of the stuff he did in the video. (i remembered he did that, but i cannot rmb that i was rushing from bedok to my j1 dance chalet, thou he remembered instead. How amusing.)

Memories..



Then we went for brunch.

I was surprised to find out that there is still very cheap food sold in s'pore. (The prices of the food at the food centre can really fight with those in thailand -- fight to see which is cheaper).

I spent only 10 dollars and 20 cents, and i ate bak kut teh w/ rice (4.30), teochew fish porridge (3), soyabean grassjelly drink (0.60), 6 zhui kui (0.10 each), butterfly bun (0.60) sesame bun w/ peanut filling (0.70) and honey dew (0.40).

The amount of money i spent on food and the amount of food eaten was comparable to what i did in thailand.

Memorable.



Then, we returned to shiu's house. I used facebook, friendster (no life right, but i can see that there are so many people w/ no lives as well, coz all of them login to these).

And then we played blackjack. (I drank the hoegaarden while playing, it was not as strong as stella artois)

This reminds me of the other gatherings we once had in sc's hse.

Coz the forfeit is to call the opposite sex to play a game. (The objective and rules of the game are similar to the phone prank game in jacky wu's show, qi3 tian1 da4 sheng4).

Only jeepoh and yeeshiang have to do (jeepoh was juz pbnb, ys is juz zi4 zuo4 zi4 shou4)

Then we watched some other funny videos such as the one in xiaxue's blog.(MY LOONY BUNS IS HOT BENNY LAVA!!!!!!!!!!) and saw some photos of star awards on feliciachin's blog.

We also played nintendo wii.

I lost to jeep in tennis 4 times in a row. It's ok, it's the season of givings, isn't it?

Junhong and Yuanjie left early.

I realize shiucheong is juz a parasite ground for all sorts of songs, as yeeshiang sought his help to burn some (actually it's alot of) songs into a disc.

And then i took train home w/ jeep.



Besides advising him wat he shld do to prepare for life as a commando, i cldn't help but laught at the thought of cheong oso getting into guards. Welcome to the family of guards man! lol.



I returned home and had dinner w/ my family @ Broadway, the coffeeshop under my hse.

I can guarantee this is by far the best dinner i've ever eaten for xmas.

火山现金银 (pork ribs with special sauce), 腐皮双鲜 (seafood spring rolls), 一品豆腐 (superior tofu), 蒙古铁公鸡 (mongolian chicken) and 罗汉斋 (vegetarian dish).

These were even betta than the 红烧鳄鱼褒 (braised crocodile meat) and 姜葱鹿肉 (deer meat) i had w/ my parents on the night when i passed out as a guardsman in 3 guards. (Refer to article on 08/08/07)



Then i came back to type this blog.

Boring?

Lame?

I bet my xmas was alot betta than others.

How many can spend a happy xmas with their family and friends?

To all who are reading this : Merry Christmas!





EPILOGUE



圣诞结



歌手:陈奕迅



我住的城市从不下雪
记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念到忘记霓虹扫过喧哗的街
把快乐赶得好远



落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞他陪我过夜



Merry Merry Christmas,
Lonely Lonely Christmas
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
Lonely Lonely Christmas
Merry Merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的象街上的纸屑



落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞他陪我过夜



Merry Merry Christmas,
Lonely Lonely Christmas
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
Lonely Lonely Christmas
Merry Merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的象街上的纸屑



电话不接不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间
狂欢的笑声听来象哀悼的音乐
眼眶的泪 温热冻结 望着电视里的无聊节目
瘫在沙发上变成没知觉的植物



Merry Merry Christmas,
Lonely Lonely Christmas
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
Lonely Lonely Christmas
Merry Merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的象街上的纸屑



Merry Merry Christmas,
Lonely Lonely Christmas
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
Lonely Lonely Christmas
Merry Merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的象街上的纸屑



谁来陪我过这圣诞节






I still feel empty this xmas.


&its not what you think
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