NOT THE WAY!
its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you


ME!
birthday: 13 Feburary 1988
sex: Male
horoscope: Aquarius
zodiac: Rabbit
Occupation: Infantry Recce Trooper (past)
hometown: Sembawang, Singapore
nickname: stingray


THE PLEASURES OF LR!
fav food: curry,laksa, and other spicy food blah blah
fav fruit: GREEN apples and other sour fruits
fav number: 7
fav col: blue as default, but lucky colour varies by year
fav anime: D.Gray-man!
fav singers: Eason Chan, Wong Lee Hom, Leo Ku, Jay Chou, JJ Lin, David Tao, Gary Cao, Khalil Fong
fav movies: Inception, Source Code, In Time, Looper, Confession (Japanese), Devil, Avatar, Jurassic Park Series, Spiderman Series, LOTR Series, Infernal Affairs Series, Bourne Series, Harry Potter Series
fav book series: animorphs
fav local comics: The Celestial Zone series
fav comics: Yugioh!, Dragonball, D.Gray-man, 20th Century Boys
fav chinese novels: xun qin ji
fav historical novels: Romance of the 3 kingdoms, Water Margin, Journey to the West, Canonization of Deities


BREAK THE SILENCE!




THE BONDS OF LR!



THE LUST OF LR!




OUR YESTERDAYS!

June 2003
June 2004
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2010
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
March 2012
February 2013
June 2013
November 2013
March 2014


THE DREAMS OF LR!

grow taller and darker?[failed]
learn to ride a bike
buy a new hp
earn 1 million by 30 yrs old
get a job
get class 2A bike licence
get class 3 driving licence
get psp/nds
get in touch with people whom i treasure
save at least 5k at the end of uni[failed]
buy a house where i'll have a room for multimedia devices, a room for dance and music, a room for books, a room for board games, a room for sports equipment, a room for toys, a room for mechanical equipment, a room for astrology and a room for my wife to put clothes!
do more community/charity work



THE WRATH OF LR!

10 SINNERS whom i MOST HATED
1.People who LIE to me
2.People who BETRAY me
3.People who WRONGLY ACCUSE me
4.People who are TWO-FACED
5.People who are CUNNING
6.People whose actions DON'T MATCH their words
7.People who HURT my FEELINGS(in any way)
8.People who SHOW OFF
9.People who try to LOOK FOR TROUBLE(with me)
10.People who are UNPREDICTABLE




THE APPLAUDS!

{ART OF} caiCYNTHIA
{FONT} X
{BRUSHES} X X X X X


{{ Sunday, August 19, 2007

W/o much slp, i have to rush to meet ys, wz and kendrick in JEC Kbox. Saw Chengxi at the mrt. He's doing OCS recourse after recovering fr injury. Met w/ wz b4 we head to kbox. Long time didn't see him le. JEC was no longer its old self. It has changed drastically from a student-dominated shopping centre w/ dark theme (at least it was eerie, in my memories) to a family-oriented one w/ bright theme. We sang alot of songs, and i tried khalil's..i liked those songs by him. But somehow, besides ken, i feel that ppl lyk wz and ys (and to a certain extent, me) were somehow not our old selves. Perhaps it's wat i heard the last time at bbombers abt wz and aaron. This shall be confirmed later. Ys felt melancholic too. Cld it be coz of his signing on that changed his life? Plausible. I juz knew we sang our hearts out to 4get abt unhappy memories. I have to rush to my nxt destination after singing.




The theme is solemn, as dj's dad juz passed away in a freak accident. (i read it in the newspp later at nite, abt how his dad was trapped in b/w 2 vehicles..hai). I became the inofficial organiser, bringing 2 grps there. 1st grp includes caron, guanyi, liangteck, weiguang, jialiang, anxian. Kenneth ng and zhilong and thev join us later. 2nd grp comprises of darren, alvin ong, chris and kelvin. linus, elton and terence wanted me to pay $10 for them. It reminded me of my grandma's wake a year ago. But that was quite different. DJ looked calm, but the pain within cannot be described.




After i brought the 2nd grp there, i went to hougang plaza to eat w/ chris and darren. Along the way and in the food court, we kept bio-ing and i kept talking cock to chris. Like there was this gal in jumpers that looked quite..well u can't say cute or chio, but juz look young and innocent. Then i told chris abt how i went in front of a stall and saw that gal, then i walked away coz i decided to eat banmian, and how that gal 'tailed' me to the stall to buy noodles, and how she observed us when i was talking cock w/ chris and the noodle seller abt how he mispronounced qiulian as 'liu lian' (durian) and how the gal kept staring at my bowl of noodles when i add alot of chilli and she said 'wow' and then she stared at me taking chopsticks and spoon as if i were holding gold in my hand and how she passed by our table after she bought her noodles and how we kept lookin at other not bad zha bo and commenting that gals living in the northeast are good stuff and how i was seen trying to look 4 the jumper gal but was looked straght in the eye by her after we had our meal and how i scampered off like a scared little rat that was spotted by a hungry cat.




I oso thought of the last time i was here wif val..and i sighed. Times juz seem to have changed. What was once so common that i took for granted in the past has become a rare occasion -- going out wif her. The shoppin center definitely is part of my most wonderful memories in jc.




I took 74 home wif chris and darren. Chris alighted 1st, then me. I realized that darren has a common trait w/ me, we were both pri sch top scorers in our schs. But that was in the past.


&its not what you think
9:21 pm