Fxckin hell 2nite need to book in. I was my busy self again. Went to lavender to get my last no.4 sewn w/ guards formation patch. The 168 daughter quite chio, but i bliff is older than me.

Then rushed down DXO to meet val's fren sihui to get tix. She said she had pageant that nite (later i found out it's sorta like a promotion of the actual event la). I realized i knew sihui's sis, coz she's 04S20, my class senior. Get to know this guy called wei cheng, hu had same name as val's bro. He's in mech engineering, and it led me to think abt wat happened in the morn at bike course. (Mr Tjio, my theory instructor, upon noeing my dad's a mechanic, asked me if i wld lyk to help my dad open a biz in the future, which made me wonder if i shld take up mech eng)

I didn't get to stay for long as i'm rushing for time. Gone in half an hr, even b4 the thing started. Only saw val on 2nd floor, and i passed my chocolates to my senior asking her to pass to val for me. The bag was sth i saw while buying choc. It looks nice, so i bought the mag (which had the bag as a complimentary gift.)

In the end, i reached camp earlier by half an hr. Hai. 2ml is the army half marathon, but surprisingly, my section didn't slp until midnite. There was supposedly a low morale and fingers point the culprit to be thev. During the bikers/jeepers absence, thev stirred up lotsa troubles that lower our platoons' morale coz he kept complaining why the rest that didn't learn driving can't stay out, even after he was promised they got to stay out nxt tym as well when they learn driving. Even more bad news were that pinglon and jialiang have been transferred to ATGM. Apparently, i think thev's a bastard coz he only thinks for himself and when he cldn't get the nights out promised, he started to kaobei. Our time will come. But me, kenneth, guanyi, pinglon, kelvin, jialiang and later terence juz kept discussing abt how thev's kter is really like (his reputation wasn't good last time in BMT). I guessed if u dun change ur attitude 1st, ppl will still dislike u no matter what facade u put on. I think the only person i knew that have managed to change her own attitude, and adversely other's opinions on her, is val. She was by far the most successful example i cld think of. I decided to learn from her too..coz i wanna prevent myself from ending up lyk thev, and ostracized by the rest. i wanna change for the better..and it starts from my attitude to wat i do. I think i muz start to get more ambitious, which i lack alot in jc, as this seriously reduce my chance as a suitable companion..as shown w/ my relationship wif hc, and i guess i got to go back to my humble self, juz lyk in pri sch, so as to get more true frenz. So as not to get condemned.