I tink my hunch is rite. I woke up thinkin abt wat happened. decided to give a call, then sms. received a call fr her. she told me the probs she's facing. I believed her and helped her..feeling as satisfied as the way jean has helped me b4. Then..a weird dream. Something i saw..izzit a prophecy? izzit my psychic powers trying to tell me sth? it hasn't happened for at least half a yr. Wat't the link b/w her probs and wat i see? izzit the TRUTH? other than wat she told/hadn't told me? am i seeing reality? i have a feeling tt i've always been kept in the dark by her. "you're not very gd at keeping secrets.." izzat why she can keep secrets well? or keep things fr others well.
I believe the dream.
If it didn't happen, so be it. If it did, then...
-----i was sitting a metre away fr them. they were oblivious of me. until she spotted me suddenly. "yes, we're together" so what? i wasn't surprised. wasn't sad. wasn't happy. was juz stunned. or maybe..by then, i'm unable to move, speak or even breathe anymore. Maybe tt's y they seem to take note of me, but didn't regard me as a prescence. i continued to sit there...-----
i suddenly woke up.
If it didn't happen, so be it. If it did, then...i guess i wld react non-chalently, juz lyk i did in the dream. Watching wif those watchful eyes..no..not bcoz i was wary..it's bcoz i was curious. curious abt wat was happening ard me. but..i don't care.
And so i made a decision.
Went to city hall wif koon, edrei, aaron, roy, frank, yeehui, joshua, pat&gf.
Fr Gloria Jean's @ raffles ciy to loof to guitar shop to mac near carlton to carls jr @ msquare. learnt alot fr aaron abt guitar, as well as the band instru fr edrei and pat.
After tt, went to holland v. pearl, jas, shiu, ys and me ate at nydc.
Long time no c.
&its not what you think
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