NOT THE WAY!
its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you


ME!
birthday: 13 Feburary 1988
sex: Male
horoscope: Aquarius
zodiac: Rabbit
Occupation: Infantry Recce Trooper (past)
hometown: Sembawang, Singapore
nickname: stingray


THE PLEASURES OF LR!
fav food: curry,laksa, and other spicy food blah blah
fav fruit: GREEN apples and other sour fruits
fav number: 7
fav col: blue as default, but lucky colour varies by year
fav anime: D.Gray-man!
fav singers: Eason Chan, Wong Lee Hom, Leo Ku, Jay Chou, JJ Lin, David Tao, Gary Cao, Khalil Fong
fav movies: Inception, Source Code, In Time, Looper, Confession (Japanese), Devil, Avatar, Jurassic Park Series, Spiderman Series, LOTR Series, Infernal Affairs Series, Bourne Series, Harry Potter Series
fav book series: animorphs
fav local comics: The Celestial Zone series
fav comics: Yugioh!, Dragonball, D.Gray-man, 20th Century Boys
fav chinese novels: xun qin ji
fav historical novels: Romance of the 3 kingdoms, Water Margin, Journey to the West, Canonization of Deities


BREAK THE SILENCE!




THE BONDS OF LR!



THE LUST OF LR!




OUR YESTERDAYS!

June 2003
June 2004
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2010
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
March 2012
February 2013
June 2013
November 2013
March 2014


THE DREAMS OF LR!

grow taller and darker?[failed]
learn to ride a bike
buy a new hp
earn 1 million by 30 yrs old
get a job
get class 2A bike licence
get class 3 driving licence
get psp/nds
get in touch with people whom i treasure
save at least 5k at the end of uni[failed]
buy a house where i'll have a room for multimedia devices, a room for dance and music, a room for books, a room for board games, a room for sports equipment, a room for toys, a room for mechanical equipment, a room for astrology and a room for my wife to put clothes!
do more community/charity work



THE WRATH OF LR!

10 SINNERS whom i MOST HATED
1.People who LIE to me
2.People who BETRAY me
3.People who WRONGLY ACCUSE me
4.People who are TWO-FACED
5.People who are CUNNING
6.People whose actions DON'T MATCH their words
7.People who HURT my FEELINGS(in any way)
8.People who SHOW OFF
9.People who try to LOOK FOR TROUBLE(with me)
10.People who are UNPREDICTABLE




THE APPLAUDS!

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{{ Sunday, June 03, 2007

2 more weeks time and i'll POP. I seemed to have made frenz with misfortune...U'll understand why.

20-23 May
-2IC Tung Tat said all those who have status on monday can't go for sit test. With a silly day2 status, i cldn't go for it. From monday to wednesday, i just slacked in the company line. It was really boring. During this period, patrick, darrenkane and huang yu fell out. A baby bat that died near the staircase was also eaten up by the ants to skin and bone.

24 May
-All my frenz came back fr sit test, and i'm ready to join them. Koon Ann and I found an interesting spot on our level where we can slack, suntan and kiwi boots. We had BCCT 2dae.

25 May
-Did 12km route march instead of 16km coz i missed it during the sit test period. It was really tiring. Luckily for my last 4km, i talked to perry all the way..guys talk.

26 May
-NJC Aristal performance. I have alot of frenz who participated in this. Guess who was sitting to my left during the show? (Hint: i dun realli lyk tt guy)
In general, this year's Aristal paled when compared to last year's. The only dances i am impressed in is "metamorphosis" (a few years back, its name is "imaginative"), purify inc and my juniors' syf dance. I'm abit sick of "Heartbeat of the women" coz i saw it alot of times since sec1. Went for supper at bukit timah prata shop. I was tired. Had to rush for the last bus 171 to yishun b4 takin cab home.

28 May
-Had sore throat again. Seems quite serious this time. Got news that re-sit test is this comin weekend (fri, sat and sun). Looks like my long weekend was burnt.

29 May
- Had SOC 2dae. Sibei sway. I strained my deltoid muscle while clearing the 1st obstacle..low wall. Though i recovered quicly from it and continued to the 4th station (swing trainer), i strained my muscle again upon completion. Had to fall out. Though i was quite confident of clearing the obstacles at the back. The pain got worse at night.

30 May
-The pain was intolerable when i woke up. I couldn't decribe it. I missed IPPT evaluation to see MO. He gave me the following status : excuse upper limb, excuse heavy load. My PC said I can't join them for sit test. Shit, i shldn't have seen MO. Looks like my dream of getting into command sch (OCS, SISPEC) juz ended.

31 May - 3 June
-Can't do anything much but stay at home. Went to see a TCM Chinese physician to rub my deltoid muscle. He told me my breath was weak, my intestines and stomach are not in good condition and asked me if i wanted to learn "nan2 quan2". I was too weak to think of anything. A few days later, went to SW Medical Centre, the clinic i have always visited since i was young. He told me my condition is not suitable for physical activities and gave me MC for nxt week. But heck, i dun wanna miss another IPPT or SOC or route march...after missing out on sit test. I also had to make a choice in which uni to enter. I've always thought i'd go to nus..but now i realize i dunno wat to study there. I feel i'm going to part ways with alot of frenz. I feel confused. Lonely. I wish...


&its not what you think
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