NOT THE WAY!
its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you


ME!
birthday: 13 Feburary 1988
sex: Male
horoscope: Aquarius
zodiac: Rabbit
Occupation: Infantry Recce Trooper (past)
hometown: Sembawang, Singapore
nickname: stingray


THE PLEASURES OF LR!
fav food: curry,laksa, and other spicy food blah blah
fav fruit: GREEN apples and other sour fruits
fav number: 7
fav col: blue as default, but lucky colour varies by year
fav anime: D.Gray-man!
fav singers: Eason Chan, Wong Lee Hom, Leo Ku, Jay Chou, JJ Lin, David Tao, Gary Cao, Khalil Fong
fav movies: Inception, Source Code, In Time, Looper, Confession (Japanese), Devil, Avatar, Jurassic Park Series, Spiderman Series, LOTR Series, Infernal Affairs Series, Bourne Series, Harry Potter Series
fav book series: animorphs
fav local comics: The Celestial Zone series
fav comics: Yugioh!, Dragonball, D.Gray-man, 20th Century Boys
fav chinese novels: xun qin ji
fav historical novels: Romance of the 3 kingdoms, Water Margin, Journey to the West, Canonization of Deities


BREAK THE SILENCE!




THE BONDS OF LR!



THE LUST OF LR!




OUR YESTERDAYS!

June 2003
June 2004
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2010
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
March 2012
February 2013
June 2013
November 2013
March 2014


THE DREAMS OF LR!

grow taller and darker?[failed]
learn to ride a bike
buy a new hp
earn 1 million by 30 yrs old
get a job
get class 2A bike licence
get class 3 driving licence
get psp/nds
get in touch with people whom i treasure
save at least 5k at the end of uni[failed]
buy a house where i'll have a room for multimedia devices, a room for dance and music, a room for books, a room for board games, a room for sports equipment, a room for toys, a room for mechanical equipment, a room for astrology and a room for my wife to put clothes!
do more community/charity work



THE WRATH OF LR!

10 SINNERS whom i MOST HATED
1.People who LIE to me
2.People who BETRAY me
3.People who WRONGLY ACCUSE me
4.People who are TWO-FACED
5.People who are CUNNING
6.People whose actions DON'T MATCH their words
7.People who HURT my FEELINGS(in any way)
8.People who SHOW OFF
9.People who try to LOOK FOR TROUBLE(with me)
10.People who are UNPREDICTABLE




THE APPLAUDS!

{ART OF} caiCYNTHIA
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{{ Wednesday, February 14, 2007

It was really a big surprise to me..it was juz 1 min after the arrival of my bdae..when i got a phone call.

12:01am...unknown number..Who could it be?

"Hello..may i speak to Larri?"
"uh..I am..speaking.Who's that?"
"Hi. This is rachel. Happy bdae!"

Very sweet of her. Someone whom i got to know for not very long.
In fact, this is only the 2nd time i talked to her on the phone, while i only saw her twice at eM. Another time at Venture Era.
We chatted for abt half an hour..I feel at ease talking to her..Thanx very much for your bdae greeting..i really appreciate it.

As soon as i hung up, I received another call..now..who can that be?

Jie Xiang. I know his hse no.

"Happy bdae!"

Second call greeting. Interesting..So i chatted with him for 1 hr plus..till 2 plus.

The 2 calls were surprising..thou i felt a little sad...and happy at the same time.

The next morning..i started to get bdae msgs..after yan yuan, ying ying and bala have sent me early bdae sms greetings.

The very 1st one i saw when i woke up is fom fiona tay..sent at 07:20..surprise! I never know they can rmb my bdae..sometimes..who are actually my real frenz..

Then..at 08:06..Valene's bdae msg to me=)
I called her and thank her..thou i was quite surprised she woke up SO early..

08:09..Dad's msg. COOL..no wonder he was scrambling abt in my bedrm b4 i woke up.

09:15. Angela's msg. Thx alot!

In the mean time, i was trying to meet up rachel/valene today. Really boring to stay at home.

10:11. Aileen's msg. Haha..thx..

10:46. Jean's msg..well..i really appreciate it..for we have not seen each other that often and i didn't really remind her of my bdae since p6. Thx..

11:26. Lei Lei's msg. Another gal lyk jean..thou the feelings are different. Thx.

After confirming that i will be meeitng val in the evening, i went out to buy clothes wif mom at causeway point. While choosing my clothes, i realized sth really wrong. Rachel called me and thought i was going to have lunch with her 2dae..But i misinterpreted..ahhh!

So sorry..

I bought a pink shirt. Funky.

Then went to meet jie xiang at tpy hdb hub. I ate lunch myself, buoght some "Famous Amos" cookies, and met up wif jx b4 taking bus to tampines.

He was the only guy fren i saw 2dae. Another aquarius. Another person who can understand how i feel and analyze things for me. We are aliens. Lol.

15:20. LPY's msg. Thx.

So jx and I went to look for glasses at tampines. i didn't buy any in the end. Saw a phone pouch that i always wanted. The mao mao one. Silver colour damn nice. But didn't buy in the end..hai..coz gabriel give me one liao. But in the future, maybe i'll go there and buy.

15:50. Daniel called to ask me to collect my pay for this mth. Woah..i've always been imagining how i'll spent my bdae at eM. Now i know..it's abit different from what i expect..but not very far either.

Went to punggol/ val hse and waited for her. It was like..hell..but i was happy to wait. How many more times can i still wait liddat?

17:25. Yun Hsiu's msg. So nice of her to rmb my bdae..thx.

Val was very late. I think. But i lost track of time. When we start to leave, it's almost 7. We went to california fitness center at orchard via mrt. We missed dhoby gaut station. But there was this incident which left me much to ponder.

While taking the train from dg to somerset, there were so many ppl. We were really squeezing into the train like sardine. As i was abt to enter the train, the doors shut and close on me. Val was holding my hand, trying to pull me in. But i knew i can't make it. I will get squashed if i enter. So i let go of her hand..and exited to safety.

To me, it was drama. And it hinted sth. I thought alot. Does it mean the end of our...relationship? Shld i be the one to let go..of her? Maybe..yeah. Even though she tried to get me back..i decided not to. This cld be the possible future.

Wow..the membership is damn ex at california fitness. I think i was silly. Foolish even. Not much time to go there and i applied for a membership. But i went in..tried some of the machines there. And also went for the yoga. Cool.

But when i went back, i saw val entering someone's car. I really dunno who he is. She is still as mysterious. And i have no more energy to suspect anything anymore.

21:54. Choone Yee's bdae greeting. It's gd to have ur gd fren msg u.

I walked all the way to eM from somerset. One last time on a rout once so familiar..towards eM.

22:03. Wan Zhen missed call me.
22:14. WZ msg to me. I realized we're closer than i've thought. She's a nice gal too.

Surprise! I saw daniel, alvin, amin (takeshi), lorraine, joe, xiang. I got my pay..and Amin was screaming to pour water on me and strip me when he knew it's my bdae 2dae.

i got a treat from daniel. Sol!
Daniel taught me how to drink. Amin showed me HOW to drink. I'll always rmb that.

Amin oso talked to me privately.."I hope u learn alot working here..and bring all these knowledge with u whereever u go in the future." I'll always rmb that. Too.

Eric wash ere to collect his pay too! Never see all of them for a long time liao. He looked cheerful as ever. Chubby face..Hah!

I oso got to talk to tanan and eric (insurance agent). They were nice.

I left with eric, not b4 visiting the kitchen. He was having the same feeling as me. Nostalgia. We left eM..both due to unforeseen circumstances. "Rmb to call me and go out nxt tym k?" I will.

Thank you eM for bringing me all these precious memories..i was surprised to get such a warm welcome..thx daniel, amin,joe and gang. Good luck to all of u too.

And i shall walk back the familiar route one last time at night. Back to somerset.


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