"You reap what you sow."
I guess i never really understand its meaning hitherto..
I realize everything you did in the past has an effect on the present..
And i knew it the hard way..
When i single-handedly crush my own hopes..
What comes over me?
However much i like to gossip..I never really bad-mouth others..
Except for one..
"Would you bad-mouth the person that u like?"
It juz struck me wif lightning..
Was it selfishness?
Was it the sour-grapes symptom?
I 'm not sure..maybe a little of both..
I guess i was foolish..foolish to do what i've done..
Coz i nv intend to hurt the person i love most in the worst way ever..
It was an act of childishness..i guess..
A really really foolish act..
And i shld've expected the consequences..but i didn't..
She was right..
Maybe all this things wldn't have happened if i did otherwise..
But they happened..
And i believe it was solely my fault..
This was even worst than the issue of distrust..
Even thou i've hurt her deeply w/o myself realizing..
She still treat me as a really really good fren for the past few mths..
I remembered all the happy events we've done together..
The singing,the hang-outs, the phone chats..
And i remembered how she reprimanded me for all the stupid things i've done in the past..
This time..i think i really deserved it..
Hc..I sincerely apologize for hurting u in this way..
And i regret doing so many things tt disappoint u..
I dunno if u still treasure our friendship..
And i noe u'll nv forgive me..
But i'd like u to noe tt i still treat u as my best fren..
And to punish myself..
I'll nv contact u again till ur anger has ceased.
From Goong..
Title: Dang shin eun na neun ba bo ib ni da acoustic (i'm a fool)-stay
[Dang Shineun (I'm a Fool)]
nan baboyeosseotjyo. naega baboyeosseotjyo
huhoehaedo neujeotjyo aljyo dorikilsun eopjyo
geuldael bolsun eopseoyo, nado algo isseoyo
naega jeongmal jalmotaesseoyo
jeongmeol mianhaeyo
geuttaen aegi haji motaetjyo neomu eoriseogeotjyo
ijewaseo ireoke aetaeumyeo na yongseoreul bireoyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida jajonsimttaemune
sulgwa sseun dambae yeongiro manggajigo itjyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida ajik saranghagie
haru jongil peongpeong ulgoman itjyo
geudaedo nado babocheoreom
geureoji marayo, dasi saenggakhaebwayo
uri eotteoke yeogikkaji himdeulgewanneunde
dasi saenggakhaebwayo, huhoehasilkkeoeyo
naega jeongmal jalmotaesseoyo
jeongmal mianhaeyo
geuttaen aegi haji motaetjyo neomu eoriseogeotjyo
ijewaseo ireoke aetaeumyeo na yongseoreul bireoyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida jajonsimttaemune
sulgwa sseun dambae yeongiro manggajigo itjyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida ajik saranghagie
haru jongil peongpeong ulgoman itjyo
geudaedo nado babocheoreom
geudae eopsi dan hansungando nan salsueopseoyo
meorireul jallado sureul masyeodo
nunmulman heureujyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida jajonsimttaemune
sulgwa sseun dambae yeongiro manggajigo itjyo
dangsineun naneun baboimnida ajik saranghagie
haru jongil peongpeong ulgoman itjyo
geudaedo nado babocheoreom
ije deoisang manggajiji maryo
meaning...
I was a fool. I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too. I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too.
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry
I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myeslf with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.
I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.
Don't ruin yourself anymore...
&its not what you think
8:30 am
