its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you


birthday: 13 Feburary 1988
sex: Male
horoscope: Aquarius
zodiac: Rabbit
Occupation: Infantry Recce Trooper (past)
hometown: Sembawang, Singapore
nickname: stingray


fav food: curry,laksa, and other spicy food blah blah
fav fruit: GREEN apples and other sour fruits
fav number: 7
fav col: blue as default, but lucky colour varies by year
fav anime: D.Gray-man!
fav singers: Eason Chan, Wong Lee Hom, Leo Ku, Jay Chou, JJ Lin, David Tao, Gary Cao, Khalil Fong
fav movies: Inception, Source Code, In Time, Looper, Confession (Japanese), Devil, Avatar, Jurassic Park Series, Spiderman Series, LOTR Series, Infernal Affairs Series, Bourne Series, Harry Potter Series
fav book series: animorphs
fav local comics: The Celestial Zone series
fav comics: Yugioh!, Dragonball, D.Gray-man, 20th Century Boys
fav chinese novels: xun qin ji
fav historical novels: Romance of the 3 kingdoms, Water Margin, Journey to the West, Canonization of Deities














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grow taller and darker?[failed]
learn to ride a bike
buy a new hp
earn 1 million by 30 yrs old
get a job
get class 2A bike licence
get class 3 driving licence
get psp/nds
get in touch with people whom i treasure
save at least 5k at the end of uni[failed]
buy a house where i'll have a room for multimedia devices, a room for dance and music, a room for books, a room for board games, a room for sports equipment, a room for toys, a room for mechanical equipment, a room for astrology and a room for my wife to put clothes!
do more community/charity work




10 SINNERS whom i MOST HATED
1.People who LIE to me
2.People who BETRAY me
3.People who WRONGLY ACCUSE me
4.People who are TWO-FACED
5.People who are CUNNING
6.People whose actions DON'T MATCH their words
7.People who HURT my FEELINGS(in any way)
8.People who SHOW OFF
9.People who try to LOOK FOR TROUBLE(with me)
10.People who are UNPREDICTABLE





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Do i really have a choice?

Sometimes i do wonder..

Why do i care so much for other people?

Is it even worth it to do so much for others in the first place,

when sometimes they may not even appreciate it.

Sometimes i also wonder..

Am i too guillible?

Why am i so trusting to everyone?

When none of them seems to trust me..

Much less tell me the truth.

Maybe i shld change myself..

Maybe i shld juz invest time on myself.

I realise i wasted 2 years in jc..

I don't wish to continue to waste my life again..

I shld make plans for the future now.

What mr tay said is true..

We should go out into the real world to experience..

And to learn something (skills) that are useful to us in the future..

Like take up a driving course etc..

yea..maybe that's good..

spending time on something useful to me.

Then i won't be accused of attempting to control other's lives..

I have never intended to..

and i shall not bother too much about others in the future.

Ask less questions..

because i don't have to know the answers..

they may be too much for me to take.

MAY BE..

And yea..dun fully believe what people tell you..

Especially in the outside world..

Coz alot of people are waiting to stab u at the back.

I shall remember.

I will understand.

&its not what you think
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