NOT THE WAY!
its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you


ME!
birthday: 13 Feburary 1988
sex: Male
horoscope: Aquarius
zodiac: Rabbit
Occupation: Infantry Recce Trooper (past)
hometown: Sembawang, Singapore
nickname: stingray


THE PLEASURES OF LR!
fav food: curry,laksa, and other spicy food blah blah
fav fruit: GREEN apples and other sour fruits
fav number: 7
fav col: blue as default, but lucky colour varies by year
fav anime: D.Gray-man!
fav singers: Eason Chan, Wong Lee Hom, Leo Ku, Jay Chou, JJ Lin, David Tao, Gary Cao, Khalil Fong
fav movies: Inception, Source Code, In Time, Looper, Confession (Japanese), Devil, Avatar, Jurassic Park Series, Spiderman Series, LOTR Series, Infernal Affairs Series, Bourne Series, Harry Potter Series
fav book series: animorphs
fav local comics: The Celestial Zone series
fav comics: Yugioh!, Dragonball, D.Gray-man, 20th Century Boys
fav chinese novels: xun qin ji
fav historical novels: Romance of the 3 kingdoms, Water Margin, Journey to the West, Canonization of Deities


BREAK THE SILENCE!




THE BONDS OF LR!



THE LUST OF LR!




OUR YESTERDAYS!

June 2003
June 2004
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
September 2008
October 2010
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
March 2012
February 2013
June 2013
November 2013
March 2014


THE DREAMS OF LR!

grow taller and darker?[failed]
learn to ride a bike
buy a new hp
earn 1 million by 30 yrs old
get a job
get class 2A bike licence
get class 3 driving licence
get psp/nds
get in touch with people whom i treasure
save at least 5k at the end of uni[failed]
buy a house where i'll have a room for multimedia devices, a room for dance and music, a room for books, a room for board games, a room for sports equipment, a room for toys, a room for mechanical equipment, a room for astrology and a room for my wife to put clothes!
do more community/charity work



THE WRATH OF LR!

10 SINNERS whom i MOST HATED
1.People who LIE to me
2.People who BETRAY me
3.People who WRONGLY ACCUSE me
4.People who are TWO-FACED
5.People who are CUNNING
6.People whose actions DON'T MATCH their words
7.People who HURT my FEELINGS(in any way)
8.People who SHOW OFF
9.People who try to LOOK FOR TROUBLE(with me)
10.People who are UNPREDICTABLE




THE APPLAUDS!

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{{ Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Last day of july started as a wreck...and nothing seems to be rite 2dae!!!

i woke up late and was late for sch...erm..well..not very late..but i juz din go for maths and chem..to study for bio mcq test..

when i went for pe..i realised tt clique of gals(huijing's clique) gossiped abt me again..apparently..me and ken were talkin to kee sok during gp last friday and ken asked her if she were a guy..which gal wld she choose in our class..
KS replied she'd choose LPY or angela..
then ken said a few gd pts abt angela..and i basically only combined wat KS and ken said in a sentence.."So KS,u mean 'if i were a guy,i'd choose angela coz of so-and-so pts tt make her decent..izzit?"
And WTH! KS dun rmb ken saying anything and juz rmb wat i say.so she anyhow go and tell other ppl i sae angela is so-and-so de gd...tt starts them gossiping..non-stop till physics..
And u noe how gossipy and loud is michael tay...every wk i go to a lesson..they got alot of things to spread abt me...wif so-and-so and so-and-so and so-and-so and neverending gossips..
I was damn pissed i juz told the whole class..
"so does tt mean if i tok to peilin 2dae and LPY another day..and u all caught me tokin to them..u all will spread lyk there's sth on gg b/w me and her!!!"
WTF!
What is worse is yet to come..
As our class is gg for lunch,we passed by mr teo's civics class..piangz!
He saw me and he asked me y i din come for maths...and i told him i was late..
"Valene was oso late but she still came..y u nv come?"
"i reached at 9 plus coz there was a traffic jam.."
"Hw izzit possible? u missed 2 lessons coz u were stuck in the jam for so long..? wat time u wake up..?
"I woke up late and there was a traffic jam.."
Mr Teo wanted me to repeat this sentence...so i said again..
"I woke up late and there was a traffic jam.."
"And i woke up early and there was kaya!"
PiangZ! his whole civics class laughed lah..and i was lyk WTF! Mr Teo..its damn lame lah..but not funny leh..i juz froze on the spot..amazed at the lame joke he juz said..
And he juz told me nxt tym dun pon his lessons..okay...i'll not be a pontanker anymore..Haiz~
Bio mcq in the afternn was quite fucked up..got at least 10 qns i duno how to do and tikam..wish me gd luck man..

Lesson Learnt:
Do not assume things w/o concrete evidence..Things seen on the surface may not indicate tt these are true..and even u see/hear some stuff and think likewise...in actual fact, it maybe untrue and wat u think is not wat exactly happened. If i get pissed off over wat other ppl sae abt me and some ppl 2gether, and in actual fact they are talkin crap...why won't others feel so? wat i fear is not whether other ppl will see me differently..but whether the other innocent party linked to me will be hurt. Of coz, it dursent mean i stop interactin wif the other party..coz since it's untrue..i dun hafta care wat others sae.
Even if it's true(i highly doubt so)..then u cant do anything..forget it lor...itz very difficult..but time heals all wounds. Juz be natural.


&its not what you think
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