its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you


birthday: 13 Feburary 1988
sex: Male
horoscope: Aquarius
zodiac: Rabbit
Occupation: Infantry Recce Trooper (past)
hometown: Sembawang, Singapore
nickname: stingray


fav food: curry,laksa, and other spicy food blah blah
fav fruit: GREEN apples and other sour fruits
fav number: 7
fav col: blue as default, but lucky colour varies by year
fav anime: D.Gray-man!
fav singers: Eason Chan, Wong Lee Hom, Leo Ku, Jay Chou, JJ Lin, David Tao, Gary Cao, Khalil Fong
fav movies: Inception, Source Code, In Time, Looper, Confession (Japanese), Devil, Avatar, Jurassic Park Series, Spiderman Series, LOTR Series, Infernal Affairs Series, Bourne Series, Harry Potter Series
fav book series: animorphs
fav local comics: The Celestial Zone series
fav comics: Yugioh!, Dragonball, D.Gray-man, 20th Century Boys
fav chinese novels: xun qin ji
fav historical novels: Romance of the 3 kingdoms, Water Margin, Journey to the West, Canonization of Deities














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grow taller and darker?[failed]
learn to ride a bike
buy a new hp
earn 1 million by 30 yrs old
get a job
get class 2A bike licence
get class 3 driving licence
get psp/nds
get in touch with people whom i treasure
save at least 5k at the end of uni[failed]
buy a house where i'll have a room for multimedia devices, a room for dance and music, a room for books, a room for board games, a room for sports equipment, a room for toys, a room for mechanical equipment, a room for astrology and a room for my wife to put clothes!
do more community/charity work




10 SINNERS whom i MOST HATED
1.People who LIE to me
2.People who BETRAY me
3.People who WRONGLY ACCUSE me
4.People who are TWO-FACED
5.People who are CUNNING
6.People whose actions DON'T MATCH their words
7.People who HURT my FEELINGS(in any way)
8.People who SHOW OFF
9.People who try to LOOK FOR TROUBLE(with me)
10.People who are UNPREDICTABLE





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Last episode of CID

Siwei went to Taiwan in search of Yexue..
Siwei(715):"I've come so far...if i don't get an answer fr u telling me that u like me or not...i won't have a peace of mind."
Yexue(Ivy Lee):"I had no more courage and confidence anymore..i dunno if i shld accept u..after being rejected so many times.."
Siwei took out a card imprinted wif 'I love you' in Braille..
"I'll take care of u for the rest of ur life.."

On the way to 10 yrs of jail for killin her 'dad'...Jiayi met Sean..
Jiayi(Jeannette Aw):"Now it takes me alot of courage to face u..esp after i had deceived u so much..The last person i'd wana see is u.."
Sean(Tay Ping Hui):"Rmb last time when u got injured coz of me? U told me u dun hav the courage to go thru the operation..and i told u..'U have gone thru so much for me..if anything happens to u..i'll be ur legs..and i shall carry on my back when u wana go anywhere..Lemme take care of u for the rest of ur life..'...I would not bother about wat u did in the past..No matter what happens..I'll wait for u.."

Combining wat i thot out after this afternn's revelation..
these are the lessons i've learnt 2dae..

1. When u realized tt some1 had done u wrong...B4 u blame tt some1..think again..did u oso do him/her any wrong?
2. If u gossip bad abt ppl(even if unintentionally)..ppl will have a bad impression of u..and they wld gossip bad abt u.
3. Deception for a good cause is good..but deception for ur own good is bad.
4. One lie will require many other lies to cover up..and eventually..the truth will spill out..and the consequences will be far more disastrous and undesirable.
5. Do not trust anyone. Even ur closest frens..coz they may not treat u as their closest fren.
6. Never harbour evil thoughts on others, but always be alert and take precaution of wat others might do to u.
7. U cannot find the truth..the truth will find u..when itz ready.
8. Do not believe 100% of wat u hear, and believe only 50% of wat u see.
9. Forgive and forget..but do not forget wat good others have done for u.
10. It's a small world after all..What goes around comes around. Everything in the world is more or less related. So be wary of wat u say/do. U can never hide them.
*11. If u have to make a difficult choice between 2 things, and no matter which choice u choose, u'll regret it..then choose the one u'll regret less..

&its not what you think
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