A brief summary for the past wk..
Saturday..
I basically wasted the whole day and afternn at home lying on basically everywhere i go to..my mom's bed, my bed, sofa etc..
Din go nj band concert coz veh ex..$19..mite as well save it in my mousey bank..
Left home ard 8.30pm...and reach cck mrt at 9plus to meet my buddies ys and sc..coz we r gg to watch 3rd/4th placing match..Germany VS Portugal!!
But 1st..we went arcade to play..again..i was quite broke..(have to save money for 2ml's pool..)..so watch sc and ys play..
Went to ys hse ltr..2nd time here..or 3rd..cant rmb le..
Sunday..
Sc was playing spiderman on ps2..and i laugh my head off lookin at hw he tried to figure out the bottom controls..then we played winning eleven..soccer game..i chose portugal..he chose germany..and we played..Damn taiko lah..my c.Ronaldo whacked in a taiko goal fr midfield and i had a 1-0 win against him!! Not bad for my debut for the game huh?
Of coz..ys helped exacted his revenge by PWNing me 4-0 wif the same germany team..well..his game wat..confirm play betta than me la..)thou all my subsequent games i was defeated by them lah..nvm..i still have a win..beginner's luck! => )
The match started promptly at 3am..Germany was awesome..i realli lyk their style of playin football..offensive and entertaining..tt schweinsteiger is damn pro lah...1st he kicked in an impossible shot thru the keeper's arm fr 30m to open the score for germany 1-0!! (ys was still saying why the damn germany hadn't scored yet..he was bettin on them to win..lol!)..then 2nd shot of his was deflected by portugal's defender..while his 3rd shot curled beautifully past ricardo(keeper) to give germany a 3-0 lead..Oliver Kahn was oso damn good! He saved alot of sure-in shots by the Portugese..except for tt last one assisted by Figo and scored by Nuno Gomez..
And the score ended..3-1..Peep..PeepPeep..time for a break..
We went to eat supfast(supper cum breakfast)at this 24hr coffeeshop..b4 heading back to his home to slp. There are sure alot of cockroaches in CCK..Disgusting! I counted at least 10 for the whole short journey..and Sc was cursing them off for plenty of personal reasons..lol!
woke up at ard 9.30am to watch yugioh..Mai was trapped in the shadow game wif Marik..and she finally lost memory of Joey..Yugi motivated her to fight against the evil Marik..How i wish someone motivate me to study hard...like Yugi!(ok..tt's lame)
then went to cck for awhile to accompany sc and ys to buy hair dye..yea..dye ur hair till they die...i'm nt gg to try them..unless my hair gets white and realli feel lyk dying..(ok lah..maybe dye after ns..no pt dying now..lol)
sc went home..bt i went back to ys home to wait for pool showdown wif ys and xiuyi..did some sudoku..and quick sketch ys..he said looked lyk him but i tink the face abit too long le..wahaha! Sudoku quite challenging..itz abt feeling numbers of 1-9 in squares and making sure tt each horizontal/vertical line and each big square has no repeated numbers of 1-9..confusing huh? i tink i wana buy one to try myself..=)
Pool showdown at BTSC..nt very gd..only won xy and ys once again..piangz..let u win lor,xy..u gal wat..ys..nvm..i'll beat u in times to come..
Went home aft tt..to watch Pirates of the Carribean: Curse of the black pearl..quite funny tt johnny depp..(captain jack)...i read on newspaper b4 he was voted the most attractive guy by alot of reporters/magz la..he had tt wild and eccentric look thou..haha
then slept alittle for the midnite showdown..
Monday..
France VS Italy..
It started at 2am..and i tink it's worth watchin..coz zinedine zidane is simply magical..scored a penalty at juz the 7th min..thou Italy scored an equalizer at the 19th min..thru materazzi..the game was tied in 90 min full time as well as xtra time..materazzi is a son of a b***h lah..cursed zidane and coz him to get expelled by a red card..c'mon..it's zidane's last match u noe..u MTFK..it's such a shame..
Went into penalties..trezeguet was sway not to score an almost-sure in penalty..it din cross the line by a few cm lah..and so the despicable Italians went on to win their 4th world cup title..but the 4-time champs realli dun deserve it..y izzit tt the good owaes lost to the baddies..dursent gd begets gd..? Haiz~
damn pissed at sch 2dae..Zach lim write some rubbish on my bio exercise..c'mon lah..u juz broke up wif ur galfren..no need to vent ur anger by writing on my paper..k? Wah piangz!!
din slp well 2dae..feeling very sad..and stressed out at the tots of As...who can save me fr this..who is willing to give me a helpin hand..Hu can i trust..in helpin me?
Haiz~my head starts to pain again..
Tuesday..
Sianz..hafta stay till quite late 2dae..but ok lah..still strugglin to stay awake for lec..any my organic chem ah..no comments..MR TOH!! Wake up from ur dreams and face reality!! when u gg to improve?! Go study NOW!!!
Wedesday..
Perhaps 2dae is the most saddening day since i was in NJC..
After GP clinic..i went to eat lunch..but wat did i see?
No classmates..No empty tables/benches..No empty queues..No one i noe is in the canteen!! and am i gg to go maths rem wif an empty stomach?! No way man!! But those classmates in sight r all sitting 2gether on the same bench..i'm a guy wat..dun realli feel i'm tt welcome by the galz to eat wif them..summor no space...So i go raintree eat alone lah..and it was so pathetic lor..facing tt ancient raintree eating..i pictured myself eating wif tree leaves falling ard me and cold wind gushing at me..Haiz~..i realli cant find security in the classmates..i feel so ostracized..so many gals..so little guys..isn't this supposed to be a gd thing? yea..maybe..if u're close to them. Then all the guyz juz disappear in sight..Zhanyou and ken go canoeing heats..(GOOD LUCK!) while zihao is busy wif his cca stuff..Roman and Dismas doing hw in the lib wif the 7 dwarves..It is really the very 1st time tt i feel..
maybe i dun belong to this class..
Maybe i cant mix well wif them..
maybe i'm so lonely after all..
maybe i'm juz so insignificant in their eyes..
maybe i'm nt even a fren to them..
maybe i shld exile myelf..
Or..
maybe i'm juz paranoid.
Haiz~
gg home was even worse..i cnt seem to find someone i noe home..got see lotsa ppl..like jas,kendrick,joanna,kayhow,yongtat blahblah..but all of them dun live near me!! And the buses are realli so damn F***ing difficult to wait..i waited at the bus-stop outside sch..then crossed over to wait..and crossed back again b4 i caught 852 to take home..so sad lah..
Why am i so lonely?
Why am i such a failure?
Why am i feeling this way?
Why am i so tired?
Why am i so sianz?
Why am i alive?
Why am i askin so many qns...Haiz~
Thursday..
Finally caught enuf slp ytd..and started doing some hw..
A gd start will ensure success!
And ytd i watched a show which motivated me alot!!
Itz hosted by Guo Liang..'Sun Zi's art of war'..(applied in everyday life)
this episode is abt this motivator..(i 4got the english name le..he's qiu yuan an)..this is his story..
When he was 13 yrs old..after failing in his grades..he tot wat he wanted to be in the future..
He decided to earn 1 million dollars b4 he turned 26..
althou he was fr a rich family..his dad didn't wana help him..
so he tot of ideas for himself on how to get rich..
1st..he set up his own mobile DJ company coz he lyk music..so he went to his frenz parties and helped them play songs as a DJ to earn $$..b4 he proceeded to playing songs for large orgainisations..
But a single route to a millionaire isnt enuf..
Since he motivated himself to study hard and went on to VJC and became the top 1% of students in NUS..he went to convince principals of JCs tt using his past experience..he can motivate the weak students to study well..and he met wif much success..(now he's a motivator)..initially he collected $20 per student..then $50 and now $120..imagine givin 100 students a 3-day motivation talk..he cld earn $120000 in 3 days!!
He oso invested in housing and rented an apartment to others to increase income..
And he really achieved his aim of earning $1mil b4 26!!!
From his story..I learnt tt it is very impt to
CREATE CONDITIIONS FOR ME TO SUCCEED..
and this can be achieved in the following 4 steps..
1. Have a clear goal in mind and carry it out..no matter how absurd it is.
2.Learn from ur failures and use them as stepping stones.
3.Increase ur income/investments and decrease unwanted/unnecessary expenses.
4.Be disciplined and passionate about what u do!!
Now i'm motivated to be a millionaire too!! lol!!
&its not what you think
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