Went to eat big breakfast 2dae at mac wif hc...itz the VERY FIRST time i eat it lor...(sounds noob..i noe..but itz true lah)
It consists of a hash brown,an omelette, a piece of chicken(like mc-chicken) and 2 pieces of bread..(do i sound lyk an advertiser fr mac?)
Tastes not bad thou...i like the pepper...but think i put too much salt...yea..and the grape jam tastes weird...(reminds me of food chem..'how to make a jam')
Well..i feel it iznt full enuf...but do u tink it has energised u,hc?
Anw..now i noe hw's her journey to sch..not very pleasant...(keep rockin on the train..have a feelin will get swept off my feet anytime)...but very explorative and adventurous...(coz can see alot of things on the way...at least to me itz quite new..)
den maths rem i felt lyk a fool..so noob la...everytime when teo(or any other teacher) asks a qn rite in my face..i'll juz blank out..wat the heck r u tokin abt?? Can speak louder?? i cnt hear anything!!! Guess i cnt cope well wif pressure..mayb tt leads to my under-performance in answerin qns...i found anyone hu speak to me wif their face rite in front of me and their eyes lookin straight in2 my eyes INTIMIDATING...Eyes...
i rmbered last time...in sec3 or 4...hy once told me..
'Y izzit tt when i tok to u...u either dun look at me or look at the floor when u ans me?? i'm rite in front of u..LOOK at me when u tok to me..'
It was then tt i realised...to some ppl...i dun dare look at their eyes when i tok to them...strange coz i was supposed to be an interactive and sociable person...but a simple act such as lookin in2 the eyes when tokin to ppl..i cnt do it properly..Haiz..
Maybe it was the fear...the subconscious fear tt i had abt my eyes...I noe they r the nxt powerful weapons to words...
Your eyes tell a thousand things...
I once heard fr my dancemates in sec sch..they say my eyes can dian4 ppl while i dance...(but i tink i lost the electrifying ability in jc..)...and subconsciously..i dare not use my eyes to look at some ppl...in fact i'm very careful when i used my eyes when i tok to gals..i try not to focus on their eyes for too long...Ppl will get the wrong meaning...and most of the times...i tend not to look at somebody while i tok..for fear of revealing my true feelings thru my eyes..
But i'm learnin how to use my eyes to gaze and look at others' eyes when i tok to them...itz a form of respect...and ppl appreciate it when u look in2 their eyes when u tok to em...they wun tink u r dao..and in fact...it dursent hurt revealing a LITTLE emotions thru my eyes...Juz dun overdo it..
Maybe i'd try to do more of tt...Hmm..mayb u cn help me wif it hc? Gimme some advice on how to use my eyes..lol
&its not what you think
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